WHAT"S BEEN UP WITH ME!
Posted on my Myspace on July 18, 2007:

About two months ago I fell down our outside steps and landed on my back. Well, because I have NO isurance, I put off going to the doctors. Tonight the pain got so bad I no longer could take it anymore. So my wonderful hubby took me to the emergency room. Where I found out that I have muscle damage and am having muscle spasms. I have now been put on bed rest, pain relievers, and muscle relaxers. Which I have been tolf will knock me out! This so sucks. I'm not the type of person to lay around but as time as going by my back has forced me to. Now apparently I'm going to have to do it for another 5 days or more. No lifting weights until I get my doctors' OK! No workingout at all until I'm healed and my doctor says it's ok. This so Sucks. I guess when I am awake if that is at all possible I will be doing alot of reading and writing. More than usual. This isn't the first time someone fell on those dang steps. I'm just the only one who really got hurt bad so far. I'm requesting our landlord to put in a railing for people to hold onto at least. Apparently for some reason our outside cement steps are slippery as hell. So I want the problem solved before someone falls and gets hurt even more seriously then I have.

A few days later:
Well, I've been taking my meds. I feel so totally out of it! I've been doing alot of sleeping. But with these meds I feel like I could just crash completely for a few days. But that's not possible with having 4 children. But I'm resting as much as possible.

Well it's July 31. I spent most of the past couple of weeks it seems either in bed because of my back or because of the sinus infection I had developed. I was on alot of meds and very tired. My mom and older children helped out with the little ones. My hubby had finally dragged my butt to the doctor's after he found me past out one night. But I'm doing fine now. My back is finally all healed up and I'm slowly getting back to workingout. I have been left with a lack of appetite since all this has happen thou and can't figure out why. I can't believe the weight I have lost. But I am trying hard to make myself eat at least a little each day. my doctor says most likely with everything that was going on with me and all the meds I was on my body is just probly a little off sinque. I'll get back to norm soon she says.

I hope everyone else is doing great.
I've been writing alot the last couple of days.
I've been inspired a great deal.
I'll post some poems soon.
A few days later: