Pregnancy

I'm now in my 6th week. I have been extremely sick most days for the past week. Morning sickness started hitting me a few weeks ago but got much worse a few days ago. I'm resting as much as possible right now and hoping it will not last through out the preg. like mine has in the past sometimes. The entire family is still very excited about the baby. My youngest child keeps on asking when is the baby coming. I usualy get morning sickness with girls. So, so far we are guessing that this is a girl. But we are mostly hoping for a healthy baby. I'm not due for my ultrasound for a while yet. I am excited to get to hear my baby's heart beat for the first time.

ONE MONTH PREGNANT!

I'm one month pregnant. It's going ok so far. I woke up with a bad case of morning sickness the morning and it's now almost 11:00 am and I still have it. I've tried several things and it just isn't going away this time. I've learned from past pregs, sometimes one just has to wait it out. But I'm not complaining. This is my 6th pregnancy. I have four beautiful children living and one in heaven. I've had some really rough pregs. I am eating as healthy as possible hoping this one will go good. I usually get the worst morning sickness with girls. But only time will tell what I am having. I have a bad history or severe acid reflux. Especially in my 5th preg. So I am staying away from any foods I know till cause this to act up.
My children are very excited about the baby. They all hope I have a girl. Hubby and I will be grateful if the baby is healthy. My youngest child who is almost 4 keeps on asking when the baby will be here. He doesn't quiet understand yet that it will take awhile. I've told him the baby is in my belly and that it has to grow bigger before it can come out. But he dosen't at this age seem to understand that this will take awhile.
This will be my last so I am really enjoying this so far. My other children are 14 yrs., 12 yrs., 9 yrs., 3 years. The two youngest have a birthday in December.
I will be trying to write something in here at least once a week for all my friends to see how my pregnancy is going.

TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG HUGS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!

NEWS

I'm pregnant!!!!!!!

In Times Of Sorrow


In times of sorrow
I run to you
Because there is no where else I'd rather go
When I feel blue
Your love is all I need to know

With you I leave my pain
With your embracing invisisble arms
You take all the tears that remain
You turn off all my inner alarms
Even thou at first my heart feels like it's going to drain

In the end you fill me up with ensurance
That forever with you my heart and soul will maintain
You are much more that just my way to eternal endurance
You our my very first love
Always there with reassurce
As you look down from above

Your always there
Matter what brings me sorrow
Your always finding ways to show how much you care
You were there since I was little and you will be there tomorrow
To you no one else can compare
You fill me up so I never feel hollow

You are my soul keeper
Where ever you lead me, I will follow
For you are my creator and heavenly father
So in times of sorrow
I will run to you without falter
Even if home to you I may be bound to come tomorrow



By: Sandra Lucille
jazzieel/jazzerfti/jazzerfti81

WHAT"S BEEN UP WITH ME!
Posted on my Myspace on July 18, 2007:

About two months ago I fell down our outside steps and landed on my back. Well, because I have NO isurance, I put off going to the doctors. Tonight the pain got so bad I no longer could take it anymore. So my wonderful hubby took me to the emergency room. Where I found out that I have muscle damage and am having muscle spasms. I have now been put on bed rest, pain relievers, and muscle relaxers. Which I have been tolf will knock me out! This so sucks. I'm not the type of person to lay around but as time as going by my back has forced me to. Now apparently I'm going to have to do it for another 5 days or more. No lifting weights until I get my doctors' OK! No workingout at all until I'm healed and my doctor says it's ok. This so Sucks. I guess when I am awake if that is at all possible I will be doing alot of reading and writing. More than usual. This isn't the first time someone fell on those dang steps. I'm just the only one who really got hurt bad so far. I'm requesting our landlord to put in a railing for people to hold onto at least. Apparently for some reason our outside cement steps are slippery as hell. So I want the problem solved before someone falls and gets hurt even more seriously then I have.

A few days later:
Well, I've been taking my meds. I feel so totally out of it! I've been doing alot of sleeping. But with these meds I feel like I could just crash completely for a few days. But that's not possible with having 4 children. But I'm resting as much as possible.

Well it's July 31. I spent most of the past couple of weeks it seems either in bed because of my back or because of the sinus infection I had developed. I was on alot of meds and very tired. My mom and older children helped out with the little ones. My hubby had finally dragged my butt to the doctor's after he found me past out one night. But I'm doing fine now. My back is finally all healed up and I'm slowly getting back to workingout. I have been left with a lack of appetite since all this has happen thou and can't figure out why. I can't believe the weight I have lost. But I am trying hard to make myself eat at least a little each day. my doctor says most likely with everything that was going on with me and all the meds I was on my body is just probly a little off sinque. I'll get back to norm soon she says.

I hope everyone else is doing great.
I've been writing alot the last couple of days.
I've been inspired a great deal.
I'll post some poems soon.
A few days later:

Sent To Me From A Friend!

I hope everyone likes this one!


I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I
have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old.

I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I
want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with
rocks.

I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I
want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on
a hot summer's day.

I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were
colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't
bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care.

All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all
the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world
is fair. That everyone is honest and good.

I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to
the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I
want to live simple again. I don't want my day to consist of computer
crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more
days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip,
illness, and loss of loved ones.

I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth,
justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.
So... here's my checkbook and my car-keys, my credit card bills and my
401K statements. I am officially resigning from adulthood.

And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first,
cause........ ......"Tag! You're it."

Ouch!!!!!!!!

About two months ago I fell down our outside steps and landed on my back. Well, because I have NO isurance, I put off going to the doctors. Tonight the pain got so bad I no longer could take it anymore. So my wonderful hubby took me to the emergency room. Where I found out that I have muscle damage and am having muscle spasms. I have now been put on bed rest, pain relievers, and muscle relaxers. Which I have been tolf will knock me out! This so sucks. I'm not the type of person to lay around but as time as going by my back has forced me to. Now apparently I'm going to have to do it for another 5 days or more. No lifting weights until I get my doctors' OK! No workingout at all until I'm healed and my doctor says it's ok. This so Sucks. I guess when I am awake if that is at all possible I will be doing alot of reading and writing. More than usual. This isn't the first time someone fell on those dang steps. I'm just the only one who really got hurt bad so far. I'm requesting our landlord to put in a railing for people to hold onto at least. Apparently for some reason our outside cement steps are slippery as hell. So I want the problem solved before someone falls and gets hurt even more seriously then I have.

Take care everyone!

Hi Everyone! I'm having a wonderful day! I hope you are all having a wonderful day too. I'm spending the night tonight just hangingout with my hubby. I'm going to be giving myself a haircut later. I use to be a hairdresser so don't worry. Maybe I'll put a pic up for everyone then. Take care! Catch you all later!


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The Obedient Wife
>
> Larry had worked all his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real
> "miser" when it came to his money.
>
> Just before he died, he said to his wife Betty "When I die, I want you to
> take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my
> money
> to the after life with me."
>
> And so he got Betty to promise him, with all of her heart, that when he
> died, she would put all of the money into the casket with him.
>
> Well, Larry died. He was stretched out in the casket, his Betty was
> sitting
> there dressed in black, and her friend Sue was sitting next to her. When
> they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got ready to
> close the casket, Betty said, "Wait just a moment!"
>
> She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box and put it
> in
> the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they rolled it
> away.
>
> So Sue said, "Girl, I know you were not fool enough to put all that money
> in
> there with Larry."
>
> The loyal wife replied, "Listen, I'm a Christian; I cannot go back on my
> word. I promised Larry that I was going to put that money into the casket
> with him."
>
> You mean to tell me you put all that money in the casket with him!?!?!?"
>
>
>
> I sure did," said Betty. "I got it all together, put it into my account,
> and wrote Larry a check.... If he can cash it, he can spend it."
>
>
>
> Send this to every clever female you know, and to every man who thinks
> they
> are smarter than us (women)!!!

I don't know where this story originated but a friend sent it to me and I thought I would share it with you.
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Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatrical whisper, he added (indicating the >woman whose remark had started this whole thing), "Too bad she never asks God for ice cream. A little ice cream is good for the soul sometimes." Naturally, I bought my kids ice cream at the end of the meal. My son stared at his for a moment, and then did something I will remember the rest of my life. He picked up his sundae and, without a word, walked over and placed it in front of the woman. With a big smile he told her, "Here, this is for you. Ice cream is good for the soul sometimes; and my soul is good already."I love this story!
Please keep it moving .

Sometimes, we all need some ice cream.
I hope God sends you some Ice Cream today!

Fourth Of July

Well, It's July 4th and we went to the York, Pennsylvania fireworks. They were great! We had alot of fun. Although right when the fireworks started it began to rain. It poured down for about 10 minutes but they still had the fireworks. We got soaked. There was even a point where a firework didn't launch off right and came back down and almost hit a fireman and even shot out into the audience a little bit. We didn't notice anyone that got hurt though. It was a very wet celebration. But the music and fireworks were great!I celebrated the event with my children, hubby, mom, one of my brothers, and 2 of my nephews. we had a wonderful time. No pics this time but we are planning on getting a video camera for next year and taping the entire event.
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY ALL OF THE USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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My hubby and I are going out and celebrating 2 things tonight. Tommorrow is his birthday and on June 15th it was 17 yrs. since the day we met. We haven't had time to go celebrate this yet. But we are going to celebrate tonight.With dinner and we'll see what happens next!

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Sandra

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Hi Everyone!

Well, It's been a busy week for me. My kids had their last day of school for the school year this past week. They all passed with exceptionally good grades! I've been workingout even more than usual. I've been bike riding quite a bite with my eldest son. I also started playing tennis again. Since the weather is now nice outside. I seem to spend alot of time outdoors this time of year. I love to spend my time outside when it is nice. I've also been getting inspired quite a bit lately and have written quite a few new things. I'll post some here later. Hope you are all having a wonderful day. Take care!

Hubby and son

Tobbie

This is my dog Tobbie. He's about 9 months old.

Daughter's Spring Concert

More Memorial Parade Pics

Another Memorial PIC

My Hometown Memorial Parade

BUSY

I've been so busy! I haven't been able to find the time to post here. I will post something soon.
I've been busy doing things with my family! Cookouts and things like that. I'm going to a close friends tonight and having a cookout and putting off fireworks. Just having a good time with some friends!

Hi There Again!

Hi there everyone! I will be posting later on today! Right now it is time for me to go workout.
If there is anything you would like to see me post my opinion on just make a comment about it and I will see what I can do. Remember you don't have to be a member of Blogger to post a comment. Thank you and take care!

What Comes First In My Life

MY FAITH!
This comes first above all others for me. I'm not perfect and my family and friends mean a great deal to me. But in life I have learned to put my faith first and all else will fall in place. I may not always like the end results. But God knows what's best.
God has saved my life in a few situations in which I should not be alive to day! Even doctors said in these situations by all medical reasons I should have past on. But the power of prayer and faith and the fact that God wasn't ready for me to move on to the next life, I strongly believe has kept me here. I value my life with all my heart. And owe God so much. He has helped me overcome a very abusive past.
I have strong beliefs that we are all created equal. Famous are not. We are all important. This is one of the reasons I do not have a drastic reaction to meeting famous people. I may get a little nervous but they are not God. They just happen to have a gift and a career that makes them famous. Even the garbage collector to me is as important as the doctor or famous singer. We all have a reason we were brought into this world.

More About Me

I'm not only married. I'm married to my first true love. Who I adore and love even more it seems as time goes by. I have 4 wonderful children. Ages: 13 1/2 yrs., 12 yrs., 9 yrs., 3 yrs. I have one baby boy in heaven. He was stillborn. I have one dog and one cat. My hubby is a very hard worker who loves his jobs and his family. I teand to keep myself busy. Even if I'm setting down I'm usually doing something. I actually have many hobbies but don't find time to do all of them often. So I write, workout, and read the most. I watch tv very little. I like to live life not watch others live.



I have dealt with the lose of several love ones. Including friends and family. I lost my father a little over 10 years ago. Right before my 25th birthday. Amongst other friends, I lost a very close childhood friend when I was 18 years old. She passed away from cancer. I took both these loses very hard!



I am a huge fan of George Michael's for many reasons. Even thou I don't always agree with the way he handles situations. I don't judge him or others. I'm far from perfect myself. I've been a fan of George's since his Wham days. But when I learned more about him about 9 or 10 years ago I became even more of a fan. We both lost a parent around the same time from simular circumstances. I am bi, so I've had to deal with some of the same things George has with being gay. I also wear sunglasses quiet a bite. Because I am sensitive to light.

I beleive that society in general is to wrapped up in the personal lives of famous people. There are more important things going on in the world today and just because one is famous it does not give others the right to pry into their personal lives and to tell lies about them!

THE KEY TO Your Heart

By:Sandra Lucille/ jazzerfti/ jazzieel
I have a lesson I have learned
For one I have yearned
Loved and still love
He is a gift from above
But this you should know
With all the love he does show
No one, anywhere
Not even the one you love dear
Owns the key to your heart
This is something one should know from the start
Thou many do not
This lesson can break you apart
If you don't except the truth
Things will not go smooth
The key to your happiness lies within
And with the one who takes away sin
No man or woman
Can take away all your pain
This is up to you
To find the way to not be blue
There is no lover,
Who will take away all your bother
There is no one who holds the key
Only you can truely set yourself free

A LINK!

http://www.nida.nih.gov/Infofacts/marijuana.html

A BOW

God has taught me well
My soul not to sell
To never bow down to any child, woman, or man
No not a single one
Be they a prince, princess, king, or queen
From this gesture I and all should refrain
Bowing down to only the holy one
Father, holy spirit, and son
Only he deserves this honor
Others are simply our sister and brother
Equal we all are
Even the most famous of a star
Does not have a right to this sacred gesture
To any man, woman, or child I will not give this pleasure
For me a bow is saved for only one
In this I hope I am not alone
I hope there are others who understand
Why my heavenly father is the only one to whom I bestow the upper hand
To him alone I will always bow
This I truely do vow

By: Sandra Lucille

Some of my favorite George Michael links:

http://www.georgemichael-tribute.com/GeorgeMichael.html

http://www.georgemichael.com/


http://www.georgemichaelforums.com/

http://www.eveningsun.com/editorials/ci_5948267

A Child
A child is a blessing
Their feelings they are always expressing
Reminds us of our youth and innocents
Not everything they do makes good sense
So often they leave us guessing
Through them we can find ourselves distressing
But still they are a treasure
Bringing us great pleasure
For their gifts to us, there is no end
Anytime, them we will defend
Our love for them has no final stage
Our adoration for them cannot be measured by any gage
Children are a true life blessing
This I couldn't imagine missing
By: jazzerfti81/ jazzieel/ Sandra Lucille

WALKING IN A DREAM
I have found my way into a wonderous dream
As I walk along a sparkling stream
Here I walk with others
With no bothers
In this beautiful and dazzeling place
We have all found abundant peace
Here we walk one with nature
In this land of tranquility we need not one suture
Not for our mind,body,heart, or soul
In this place we are all completely whole
Our spirits have transended beyond any suffering
We all have been granted a great blessing
In this dream I walk
We do much more than talk
We sing out in joy
Never again does anyone here desire to destroy
In this peaceful place
Of anger, there is no trace
Here there is no need
To move at a fast speed
Time here is eternal
Life here for no one is terminal
Here in a dream
Lost in time
Me along with many others
My sisters and brothers
We have found paradise that would astound
Of violence there is not a sound
Because there is none around
Here all share
For each other we all do care
Only love exsists here
So there is no fear
Come walk with me into my dream
Only your past mistakes and wrongs do you have to redeem
Come with me into everlasting hope and peace
And feel your spirit, mind, body, heart, and soul find release
By: jazzerfti81/ jazzieel/ Sandra Lucille

Hi Everyone!

Hi there to everyone viewing my blog! I will be posting more later!