Pregnancy

I'm now in my 6th week. I have been extremely sick most days for the past week. Morning sickness started hitting me a few weeks ago but got much worse a few days ago. I'm resting as much as possible right now and hoping it will not last through out the preg. like mine has in the past sometimes. The entire family is still very excited about the baby. My youngest child keeps on asking when is the baby coming. I usualy get morning sickness with girls. So, so far we are guessing that this is a girl. But we are mostly hoping for a healthy baby. I'm not due for my ultrasound for a while yet. I am excited to get to hear my baby's heart beat for the first time.

ONE MONTH PREGNANT!

I'm one month pregnant. It's going ok so far. I woke up with a bad case of morning sickness the morning and it's now almost 11:00 am and I still have it. I've tried several things and it just isn't going away this time. I've learned from past pregs, sometimes one just has to wait it out. But I'm not complaining. This is my 6th pregnancy. I have four beautiful children living and one in heaven. I've had some really rough pregs. I am eating as healthy as possible hoping this one will go good. I usually get the worst morning sickness with girls. But only time will tell what I am having. I have a bad history or severe acid reflux. Especially in my 5th preg. So I am staying away from any foods I know till cause this to act up.
My children are very excited about the baby. They all hope I have a girl. Hubby and I will be grateful if the baby is healthy. My youngest child who is almost 4 keeps on asking when the baby will be here. He doesn't quiet understand yet that it will take awhile. I've told him the baby is in my belly and that it has to grow bigger before it can come out. But he dosen't at this age seem to understand that this will take awhile.
This will be my last so I am really enjoying this so far. My other children are 14 yrs., 12 yrs., 9 yrs., 3 years. The two youngest have a birthday in December.
I will be trying to write something in here at least once a week for all my friends to see how my pregnancy is going.

TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG HUGS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!

NEWS

I'm pregnant!!!!!!!

In Times Of Sorrow


In times of sorrow
I run to you
Because there is no where else I'd rather go
When I feel blue
Your love is all I need to know

With you I leave my pain
With your embracing invisisble arms
You take all the tears that remain
You turn off all my inner alarms
Even thou at first my heart feels like it's going to drain

In the end you fill me up with ensurance
That forever with you my heart and soul will maintain
You are much more that just my way to eternal endurance
You our my very first love
Always there with reassurce
As you look down from above

Your always there
Matter what brings me sorrow
Your always finding ways to show how much you care
You were there since I was little and you will be there tomorrow
To you no one else can compare
You fill me up so I never feel hollow

You are my soul keeper
Where ever you lead me, I will follow
For you are my creator and heavenly father
So in times of sorrow
I will run to you without falter
Even if home to you I may be bound to come tomorrow



By: Sandra Lucille
jazzieel/jazzerfti/jazzerfti81

WHAT"S BEEN UP WITH ME!
Posted on my Myspace on July 18, 2007:

About two months ago I fell down our outside steps and landed on my back. Well, because I have NO isurance, I put off going to the doctors. Tonight the pain got so bad I no longer could take it anymore. So my wonderful hubby took me to the emergency room. Where I found out that I have muscle damage and am having muscle spasms. I have now been put on bed rest, pain relievers, and muscle relaxers. Which I have been tolf will knock me out! This so sucks. I'm not the type of person to lay around but as time as going by my back has forced me to. Now apparently I'm going to have to do it for another 5 days or more. No lifting weights until I get my doctors' OK! No workingout at all until I'm healed and my doctor says it's ok. This so Sucks. I guess when I am awake if that is at all possible I will be doing alot of reading and writing. More than usual. This isn't the first time someone fell on those dang steps. I'm just the only one who really got hurt bad so far. I'm requesting our landlord to put in a railing for people to hold onto at least. Apparently for some reason our outside cement steps are slippery as hell. So I want the problem solved before someone falls and gets hurt even more seriously then I have.

A few days later:
Well, I've been taking my meds. I feel so totally out of it! I've been doing alot of sleeping. But with these meds I feel like I could just crash completely for a few days. But that's not possible with having 4 children. But I'm resting as much as possible.

Well it's July 31. I spent most of the past couple of weeks it seems either in bed because of my back or because of the sinus infection I had developed. I was on alot of meds and very tired. My mom and older children helped out with the little ones. My hubby had finally dragged my butt to the doctor's after he found me past out one night. But I'm doing fine now. My back is finally all healed up and I'm slowly getting back to workingout. I have been left with a lack of appetite since all this has happen thou and can't figure out why. I can't believe the weight I have lost. But I am trying hard to make myself eat at least a little each day. my doctor says most likely with everything that was going on with me and all the meds I was on my body is just probly a little off sinque. I'll get back to norm soon she says.

I hope everyone else is doing great.
I've been writing alot the last couple of days.
I've been inspired a great deal.
I'll post some poems soon.
A few days later: