In Times Of Sorrow
In times of sorrow
I run to you
Because there is no where else I'd rather go
When I feel blue
Your love is all I need to know
With you I leave my pain
With your embracing invisisble arms
You take all the tears that remain
You turn off all my inner alarms
Even thou at first my heart feels like it's going to drain
In the end you fill me up with ensurance
That forever with you my heart and soul will maintain
You are much more that just my way to eternal endurance
You our my very first love
Always there with reassurce
As you look down from above
Your always there
Matter what brings me sorrow
Your always finding ways to show how much you care
You were there since I was little and you will be there tomorrow
To you no one else can compare
You fill me up so I never feel hollow
You are my soul keeper
Where ever you lead me, I will follow
For you are my creator and heavenly father
So in times of sorrow
I will run to you without falter
Even if home to you I may be bound to come tomorrow
By: Sandra Lucille
jazzieel/jazzerfti/jazzerfti81
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
WHAT"S BEEN UP WITH ME!
Posted on my Myspace on July 18, 2007:
About two months ago I fell down our outside steps and landed on my back. Well, because I have NO isurance, I put off going to the doctors. Tonight the pain got so bad I no longer could take it anymore. So my wonderful hubby took me to the emergency room. Where I found out that I have muscle damage and am having muscle spasms. I have now been put on bed rest, pain relievers, and muscle relaxers. Which I have been tolf will knock me out! This so sucks. I'm not the type of person to lay around but as time as going by my back has forced me to. Now apparently I'm going to have to do it for another 5 days or more. No lifting weights until I get my doctors' OK! No workingout at all until I'm healed and my doctor says it's ok. This so Sucks. I guess when I am awake if that is at all possible I will be doing alot of reading and writing. More than usual. This isn't the first time someone fell on those dang steps. I'm just the only one who really got hurt bad so far. I'm requesting our landlord to put in a railing for people to hold onto at least. Apparently for some reason our outside cement steps are slippery as hell. So I want the problem solved before someone falls and gets hurt even more seriously then I have.
A few days later:
Well, I've been taking my meds. I feel so totally out of it! I've been doing alot of sleeping. But with these meds I feel like I could just crash completely for a few days. But that's not possible with having 4 children. But I'm resting as much as possible.
Well it's July 31. I spent most of the past couple of weeks it seems either in bed because of my back or because of the sinus infection I had developed. I was on alot of meds and very tired. My mom and older children helped out with the little ones. My hubby had finally dragged my butt to the doctor's after he found me past out one night. But I'm doing fine now. My back is finally all healed up and I'm slowly getting back to workingout. I have been left with a lack of appetite since all this has happen thou and can't figure out why. I can't believe the weight I have lost. But I am trying hard to make myself eat at least a little each day. my doctor says most likely with everything that was going on with me and all the meds I was on my body is just probly a little off sinque. I'll get back to norm soon she says.
I hope everyone else is doing great.
I've been writing alot the last couple of days.
I've been inspired a great deal.
I'll post some poems soon.
A few days later:
Posted on my Myspace on July 18, 2007:
About two months ago I fell down our outside steps and landed on my back. Well, because I have NO isurance, I put off going to the doctors. Tonight the pain got so bad I no longer could take it anymore. So my wonderful hubby took me to the emergency room. Where I found out that I have muscle damage and am having muscle spasms. I have now been put on bed rest, pain relievers, and muscle relaxers. Which I have been tolf will knock me out! This so sucks. I'm not the type of person to lay around but as time as going by my back has forced me to. Now apparently I'm going to have to do it for another 5 days or more. No lifting weights until I get my doctors' OK! No workingout at all until I'm healed and my doctor says it's ok. This so Sucks. I guess when I am awake if that is at all possible I will be doing alot of reading and writing. More than usual. This isn't the first time someone fell on those dang steps. I'm just the only one who really got hurt bad so far. I'm requesting our landlord to put in a railing for people to hold onto at least. Apparently for some reason our outside cement steps are slippery as hell. So I want the problem solved before someone falls and gets hurt even more seriously then I have.
A few days later:
Well, I've been taking my meds. I feel so totally out of it! I've been doing alot of sleeping. But with these meds I feel like I could just crash completely for a few days. But that's not possible with having 4 children. But I'm resting as much as possible.
Well it's July 31. I spent most of the past couple of weeks it seems either in bed because of my back or because of the sinus infection I had developed. I was on alot of meds and very tired. My mom and older children helped out with the little ones. My hubby had finally dragged my butt to the doctor's after he found me past out one night. But I'm doing fine now. My back is finally all healed up and I'm slowly getting back to workingout. I have been left with a lack of appetite since all this has happen thou and can't figure out why. I can't believe the weight I have lost. But I am trying hard to make myself eat at least a little each day. my doctor says most likely with everything that was going on with me and all the meds I was on my body is just probly a little off sinque. I'll get back to norm soon she says.
I hope everyone else is doing great.
I've been writing alot the last couple of days.
I've been inspired a great deal.
I'll post some poems soon.
A few days later:
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Sent To Me From A Friend!
I hope everyone likes this one!
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I
have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I
want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with
rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I
want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on
a hot summer's day.
I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were
colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't
bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care.
All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all
the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world
is fair. That everyone is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to
the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I
want to live simple again. I don't want my day to consist of computer
crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more
days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip,
illness, and loss of loved ones.
I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth,
justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.
So... here's my checkbook and my car-keys, my credit card bills and my
401K statements. I am officially resigning from adulthood.
And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first,
cause........ ......"Tag! You're it."
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I
have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old.
I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I
want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with
rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I
want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on
a hot summer's day.
I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were
colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't
bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care.
All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all
the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world
is fair. That everyone is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to
the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I
want to live simple again. I don't want my day to consist of computer
crashes, mountains of paperwork, depressing news, how to survive more
days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills, gossip,
illness, and loss of loved ones.
I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth,
justice, peace, dreams, the imagination, mankind, and making angels in the snow.
So... here's my checkbook and my car-keys, my credit card bills and my
401K statements. I am officially resigning from adulthood.
And if you want to discuss this further, you'll have to catch me first,
cause........ ......"Tag! You're it."
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Ouch!!!!!!!!
About two months ago I fell down our outside steps and landed on my back. Well, because I have NO isurance, I put off going to the doctors. Tonight the pain got so bad I no longer could take it anymore. So my wonderful hubby took me to the emergency room. Where I found out that I have muscle damage and am having muscle spasms. I have now been put on bed rest, pain relievers, and muscle relaxers. Which I have been tolf will knock me out! This so sucks. I'm not the type of person to lay around but as time as going by my back has forced me to. Now apparently I'm going to have to do it for another 5 days or more. No lifting weights until I get my doctors' OK! No workingout at all until I'm healed and my doctor says it's ok. This so Sucks. I guess when I am awake if that is at all possible I will be doing alot of reading and writing. More than usual. This isn't the first time someone fell on those dang steps. I'm just the only one who really got hurt bad so far. I'm requesting our landlord to put in a railing for people to hold onto at least. Apparently for some reason our outside cement steps are slippery as hell. So I want the problem solved before someone falls and gets hurt even more seriously then I have.
Take care everyone!
Take care everyone!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
Hi Everyone! I'm having a wonderful day! I hope you are all having a wonderful day too. I'm spending the night tonight just hangingout with my hubby. I'm going to be giving myself a haircut later. I use to be a hairdresser so don't worry. Maybe I'll put a pic up for everyone then. Take care! Catch you all later!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m
Saturday, July 7, 2007
The Obedient Wife
>
> Larry had worked all his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real
> "miser" when it came to his money.
>
> Just before he died, he said to his wife Betty "When I die, I want you to
> take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my
> money
> to the after life with me."
>
> And so he got Betty to promise him, with all of her heart, that when he
> died, she would put all of the money into the casket with him.
>
> Well, Larry died. He was stretched out in the casket, his Betty was
> sitting
> there dressed in black, and her friend Sue was sitting next to her. When
> they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got ready to
> close the casket, Betty said, "Wait just a moment!"
>
> She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box and put it
> in
> the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they rolled it
> away.
>
> So Sue said, "Girl, I know you were not fool enough to put all that money
> in
> there with Larry."
>
> The loyal wife replied, "Listen, I'm a Christian; I cannot go back on my
> word. I promised Larry that I was going to put that money into the casket
> with him."
>
> You mean to tell me you put all that money in the casket with him!?!?!?"
>
>
>
> I sure did," said Betty. "I got it all together, put it into my account,
> and wrote Larry a check.... If he can cash it, he can spend it."
>
>
>
> Send this to every clever female you know, and to every man who thinks
> they
> are smarter than us (women)!!!
>
> Larry had worked all his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real
> "miser" when it came to his money.
>
> Just before he died, he said to his wife Betty "When I die, I want you to
> take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my
> money
> to the after life with me."
>
> And so he got Betty to promise him, with all of her heart, that when he
> died, she would put all of the money into the casket with him.
>
> Well, Larry died. He was stretched out in the casket, his Betty was
> sitting
> there dressed in black, and her friend Sue was sitting next to her. When
> they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got ready to
> close the casket, Betty said, "Wait just a moment!"
>
> She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box and put it
> in
> the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they rolled it
> away.
>
> So Sue said, "Girl, I know you were not fool enough to put all that money
> in
> there with Larry."
>
> The loyal wife replied, "Listen, I'm a Christian; I cannot go back on my
> word. I promised Larry that I was going to put that money into the casket
> with him."
>
> You mean to tell me you put all that money in the casket with him!?!?!?"
>
>
>
> I sure did," said Betty. "I got it all together, put it into my account,
> and wrote Larry a check.... If he can cash it, he can spend it."
>
>
>
> Send this to every clever female you know, and to every man who thinks
> they
> are smarter than us (women)!!!
I don't know where this story originated but a friend sent it to me and I thought I would share it with you.
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Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatrical whisper, he added (indicating the >woman whose remark had started this whole thing), "Too bad she never asks God for ice cream. A little ice cream is good for the soul sometimes." Naturally, I bought my kids ice cream at the end of the meal. My son stared at his for a moment, and then did something I will remember the rest of my life. He picked up his sundae and, without a word, walked over and placed it in front of the woman. With a big smile he told her, "Here, this is for you. Ice cream is good for the soul sometimes; and my soul is good already."I love this story!
Please keep it moving .
Sometimes, we all need some ice cream.
I hope God sends you some Ice Cream today!
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Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatrical whisper, he added (indicating the >woman whose remark had started this whole thing), "Too bad she never asks God for ice cream. A little ice cream is good for the soul sometimes." Naturally, I bought my kids ice cream at the end of the meal. My son stared at his for a moment, and then did something I will remember the rest of my life. He picked up his sundae and, without a word, walked over and placed it in front of the woman. With a big smile he told her, "Here, this is for you. Ice cream is good for the soul sometimes; and my soul is good already."I love this story!
Please keep it moving .
Sometimes, we all need some ice cream.
I hope God sends you some Ice Cream today!
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Fourth Of July
Well, It's July 4th and we went to the York, Pennsylvania fireworks. They were great! We had alot of fun. Although right when the fireworks started it began to rain. It poured down for about 10 minutes but they still had the fireworks. We got soaked. There was even a point where a firework didn't launch off right and came back down and almost hit a fireman and even shot out into the audience a little bit. We didn't notice anyone that got hurt though. It was a very wet celebration. But the music and fireworks were great!I celebrated the event with my children, hubby, mom, one of my brothers, and 2 of my nephews. we had a wonderful time. No pics this time but we are planning on getting a video camera for next year and taping the entire event.
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY ALL OF THE USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY ALL OF THE USA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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